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auburngatesFucking nothing. Barely wrote a thousand words, wallowed in self-loathing. Vicious cycle.
My fingers hurt. Stood in the bedroom trying to play that same song on the violin for two hours again. Still couldn't get it right. Pathetic.
I need a way out of this. I miss not having to think.
My fingers hurt. Stood in the bedroom trying to play that same song on the violin for two hours again. Still couldn't get it right. Pathetic.
I need a way out of this. I miss not having to think.
